Sarah Lucas.
Yesterday I was quite tired after the excitement of Thursday, amazing what a boost it gave me, so much so that I was still feeling good the day after.
Even today two days after I feel the positive effects of the huge boost it gave me, which was much needed.
Had not expected it to be such a huge effect, has given me lots to think about, it was good to see and feel the life on the street.
When we were out Thursday I had to keep stopping very often as my right arm was getting very tired and somehow it felt like I could not stretch it out enough.
Luckily Richie noticed that the steering was a touch to far away for me to reach it properly which was causing me the discomfort.
Once Richie had adjusted it, I could roll without his help which was even better, it was good that Richie could steer me when I could not but I prefer to do it myself.
Because of the arm problems started immediately to worry that I would not be able to get much further than the market but as soon as I started I stopped.
Could feel right away that even one thought of worrying cast a negative shadow, which is not what I need.
Difficult to stop worry and getting negative guess the only thing I can keep doing is remain aware.
Be vigilant and every time I do feel down and start to worry to remind myself to take it one step at a time.
I can not do more; it is not easy to do, often even when I feel extremely positive I can still worry.
Guess worrying is only natural, so not going to try to suppress it, what I will do is deal with things as they happen, that is all I can and will do.
