La Cene,1950.
Gaston Chaissc.
France 1910-1964
Feeling happier today, not been made so aware of my
mortality, as I have been alot lately, morbid thoughts that I don’t like.
Ones, that I have been having too often, since my
right arm has become so much weaker, which has worried me so very much
wondering how things will be.
Richie will
manage, that helps some but does not take away my worries, I cope by trying to
stop my thoughts, shame they keep popping back up.
Luckily I had a break today, nice to not be bothered even
if only for one day, this afternoon cheered me up, Richie trimmed my toe,
fingernails as well as cutting my hair.
Now I feel
restored, I always do after a haircut and getting my nails done too was
brilliant, then I got called by Maurits, to tell me he had made an appointment
on 28 October
It’s with a company who make various types of support,
I found the company, Aquarius, yesterday when I surfed the web, and I hope it’s
a good appointment.
Then Marianne came round with some clothes she had
altered for me, she also took some more with her, brilliant thanks to her and Anja
I now have more clothes to choose from.
My favourite little black jacket Richie slipped on
right away for me, the first time I have been able to wear it in years nice for
Marianne to see how simple it was for Richie to put on me.
I looked, felt so much better, having my clothes adapted
has given me a huge much needed boost, I can once again look how I want, like
myself.
