View to the universe
by Nikos Engonopoulos
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nikos_Engonopoulos
Today started suddenly with my arms tensing up painfully
tight as soon as I woke up, even though I lay extremely quietly, trying to stay
relaxed.
Nevertheless my muscles contracted, it felt like I was
locked down, I felt totally restricted, I imagine that a straitjacket must feel
like that.
It is so difficult for me to keep quiet when I get
woken so painfully, I try desperately every morning to relax, but end up yowling, like Coldplay, except i am not a stadium band.
Hoping each day that I might be able to relax my
muscles and avoid the painful muscle contraction, so far this is just wishful
thinking.
Each morning I of course don’t succeed in my ambition
and instead of being able to relax; my whole body gets totally tensed up.
It takes minutes each morning before the muscles stop contracting
and the intense pain starts to fade.
As soon as it did, I felt better, felt even better after
kissing Richie, that’s the better way to start the day, with a kiss not a
shriek of pain.
After that the day got progressively better, in the
afternoon I enjoyed a Skype session with Cari, a dear friend in Wales, she used
to live here until 1994, I still miss her, nice to talk with her.
So glad we have kept in touch, I lost all my childhood
friends when we left Trinidad, so know how important friends are, since then, l
like to keep in touch with my friends.
