Friday, May 15, 2015

Alot of crap.

When I was logging in to my blog just now and it did'nt work yand instead of seeing my posts I was locked out. Once again, like the day before there was Google's message telling me my blog was blockaded as they thought there was suspicious activity on it. If it wasn't so very annoying it would be funny, there was nothing going on with my blog, it was only me posting again. Luckily the problem was relatively quickly sorted, what a relief, hopefully this will not be happening daily, it should not have happened now. By the time I could write it became almost impossible for me to sit well for more than a few minutes without needing to call for Richie to adjust my posistion. This happens regularly now, some days I sit better than others, one of the reasons for this are bowel movements. If I need one then it can become really difficult to sit in a stable position to use the Lipstick well. On those days as soon as I start to have many errors, at that point these days its best to stop, save and return

Thursday, May 14, 2015

Great To Post Again.

Good to be writing something everyday, in that way hopely it will be possible to gently re-establish doing it daily, I have plenty to write about so my plan will surely work,

Can't believe now that I stopped writing daily in December 2012, pointless to reproach myself now, especially as it is something that I do all the time, iI hate doing it,hard to stop.

When Richie got me the Lipstick in September 2014, my intentio had been to start posting daily, forgetting  that the new mouse would need  practise, then things did not go as planned.

Everyday my intention was to write, sadly it didn't work which was quite demoralising, the other day I decided that I wanted to stop endlessly prevaricating and write.

 Life is too short to waste reproaching mysef endlessly, making myself unhappy abit of an odd way to be, especially when posting is what I enjoy

Wednesday,13May, 2015 Access Denied to my own blog tonight.

  It has taken me  hours to get into my blog tonight because Google had blocked my account, they thought someone had hacked my blog.

Not so, it was me posting again.

It's too late now for more and I am tired but happy I have my blog back

Tuesday, May 12, 2015

Trying to Seize The Moment.

It's more difficult than I thought to seize the moment and post again, but it is more difficult than I thought it would be.

Realise now that I have to  reinstate posting as a thing that I  do everyday, today makes me think this ttime I will make it happen.

Have missed posting and contacts with friends.

See you tomorrow.


Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Good Intentions.

The post I posted on 31st of December was meant to  ttbe my first of many daily posts,sadly this did'nt happen and after that I had many more plans,good intentions towrite my blog dailysomething I miss.
I am hoping that writing this will break my block and I can start writing again.

Tuesday, December 30, 2014

Christmas 2014 has been great.

Christmas has been very enjoyable with my darling Richie,
Even  though I am a quadroplegic now, this ms has really fucked my body but not my mind, I am still cheerful and enjoy everything I can.
So glad I get medicinal cannabis here and don't have to use opiates,which do more harm than good.  Canabis effectively curbs the pain,allows me to relax and enjoy life without any damaging my body..
In 2015 i shall post regularily,which
Which i look forward to.
Hfappy New Year.everyone.

Tuesday, November 11, 2014


Still can't believe that KesterenRTD directly lied when they told me  in April 2012, that the Seetech pc would let me do everything I always did.

For example, write my blog, visit other blogs, read newspapers, listen to radio, send & receive emails.

What a shock to hear on 8th August, that the software could not cope with passwords which means that I wouldn't be able to stay connected.

The Seetech pc they were leasing via the health insurance was giving them lots of money for a pc which is essentially just a typewriter.

Makes me wonder how many others like who have been lied to and the health insurance who have been defrauded.

Sunday, November 09, 2014

First longer post.

Brilliant being online again, especially after  nearly two years, which is thanks to Shannon Electronics excellent plug and play invention, the LipStick.

This invention of theirs has had a dramatic effect on my life, instead of passively watching the telly all the time now there is another option.

Now I  can get online again, write my blog posts, send emails, read newspapers, listen to music which I am thoroughly enjoying.

Being able to write again is special, as there many days when I doubted whether I would ever be able to use a pc again, it seemed for ages that this would be impossible. 

My hands started losing some functionality when we moved to this apartment in 2007,  we had to, as I needed a lift to let me go outside independently.

Without the help of  the mobility bus staff who carried me up, down the stairs in our previous apartment, a scary experience, one I endured for a year.

There was no choice, either put up with being carried or stay home all day and everyday, our apartment began to feel like I was  imprisoned in it, apart from medical appointments.    

Sadly when we had moved here despite the lift, I could not go out on  my own as I could not use the keys to open doors, the move was a year too late for going out independently.  
It was horrible losing the use of my hands, first my right hand , my right index finger became floppy and unusable to type or do anything, a sad moment.

One consolation was for awhile it was still possible to use the mouse with my right hand and type with my left index finger , voice recognition was good, it helped me post and send emails.

This worked well until my left index finger also got too floppy to type with, luckily my little finger on my left hand allowed me to open and close things, Dragon voice recognition did the rest.

The Seetech pc did'nt work for me, I thought all I needed was more instructions how to use it, finally  the supplier KesterenRtd Het Dorp agreed to visit again on 8th August this year.

Their engineer stunned, Richie and I by telling us that it was not possible to go online with  the Seetech as the software could not process passwords.

 What a bombshell after more than  two years of being told I could go online and write blog posts, send emails, visit other blogs and buy presents.

 Turned out it was all lies, when we said take the Seetech pc away it is useless, they told us about the LipStick, so Richie bought it immediately, otherwise I would be still waiting.