Have been abit down recently and thought it important that I talk about it.
Posted on my blogs yesterday that I have realised once again that it is important for me to communicate how I feel and what is happening to me.
Better than keeping it all to myself and consequently not sleeping well.
Posting yesterday was a real relief and last night I slept really well, actually went to sleep minutes after Richie put the light out
Somehow got it into my head that to talk about how I am alot would be a burden on my friends and from there started to always respond by saying I am ok when asked how I am.
Sometimes it is a good day and I am ok but mostly I am not ok just got being optimistic and ok mixed up.
Really didn't and don't want MS,conditionto be a burden on others but finally accept that to keep stuff to myself is more of a burden.
Aware that my condition is getting worse, lying in bed has weakened the muscles in my back so when I sit in the shower chair I start to slump forward very quickly.
My arms are getting very painful and have pain in most of my body now get painful tingles which wash up and down all the time.
Keep telling myself that it's just the MS sending mixed signals and not real pain but does not really work as I still am in lots of pain.