Friday, March 12, 2010
Looks Like Winter But Could Be Spring.
Thanks to getting the Beautiful Blogger from wonderful Lucy @ What is Left Of A Whole New Life
I could indulge in my favourite thing passing it on to other blogs.
I really enjoyed putting together Wednesday's post, did not realise how much work it would be.
Did it in 3 or 4 stages as I could not do 111 links plus names and blog names all at once.
Was delightful putting the names together, I very much like sharing and when I find good blogs I want to share that with as many people as possible.
Was very touched by the wonderful response and the sweet comments that I have had,
Can't believe how quickly it is Friday once again; wonder if it goes quicker when not worrying, I think it must help.
I used to almost vibrate with anxiety, have been doing very well recently and have not been consumed with worrying about what could happen.
Not good for me worrying, these days worrying and getting upset results in physical effects.
The other day when I got upset and cried, my body seemed to cramp up, the whole body felt like it had been locked down.
Felt as I imagined a straight jacket would feel so what with my MS girdle, which is literally a feeling of wearing a very tight girdle around your waist.
It is unpleasant and combined with the feeling of an internal tight diving suit and the straight jacket makes my joy complete.
What a horrible hat trick, and none of them can be got rid of, in fact the only thing I can do is let it happen and hope to somehow relax my muscles.
That is not an easy task not with MS which leads us all on such a ‘merry’ dance, one we can’t excuse ourselves from.
Well going to stop now as our dear friend Marianne will be round for a quick visit, looking forward to seeing her and hearing her news.
It is not a pretty sunny spring day, Richie says it feels a touch milder outside so despite looking like winter spring is slowly and quietly happening.
I intend to enjoy this moment.