Monday, March 08, 2010
A Dark Grey Cloudy Day
A total contrast to the sunny bright day yesterday, it is a dark, grey, cloudy damp day, it looks thoroughly miserable.
Classic Monday weather to cheer up all those going to work, blimey feel myself really wishing I could be one of those grumbling workers going to my job.
When I worked the weekends always disappeared in double time and we are back at work within 5 minutes it seemed after we said goodbye on the Friday.
Funnily enough time still goes by super quick, one minute it is Monday and then Mathilde, my physiotherapist is already back for our Thursday session.
And then before I know it its Monday again and Mathilda will be here soon.
Need to organise some friends to come to visit me, recently I have not been organising visits and have been relying on friends getting in touch.
Obviously need to get more active and make myself known so people can react, better to do that than say nothing and feel hurt.
Feeling hurt and not saying anything does not make sense and is not making good use of my friends.
If I value them I will call on them and let them know this, good to ask for things you need, good to be asked.
A win win situation for everyone involved.
Had a not so good night last night, after sleeping every night for over a week it was not nice to find myself not falling asleep.
It was most frustrating especially as for hours it felt like I was on the verge of sleeping but it never happened.
And when I did drift off to sleep it was only briefly, ended up being resigned to my fate and then finally drifted off to sleep.
Only to be woken minutes later it seemed, by Richie getting up and turning the heating on and playing with the dogs.
While they were playing I did my arm exercises which were very painful today, my arms were stiff.
After a lot of noise and activity suddenly Richie and the dogs were quiet and I realised they were asleep at that very moment I drifted back off to sleep.
It was good to get some sleep as I now feel able to cope with the day, shame the clouds do not look like they will go away today.
Maybe there will be sun later no who knows it could happen at any moment and I am ready to enjoy the moment.