Sunday, December 11, 2011
One minute I was sitting happily in bed, receiving my mails, opening my blog, answering comments, feeling very relaxed, then the day got derailed.
As the next minute my guts were gripped by horrible sensations, which I immediately recognized as me needing to get to the toilet extremely quickly
What it actually meant was, I should be there right now; because whatever Richie, does now will be too late, I will have crapped in my leggings in bed.
Not my favourite thing to occur, but today, I was not for one moment embarrassed or ashamed, which was good.
Not wasting my time and energy on being pointlessly upset, glad I can be like this, better then getting unnecessarily upset.
A really hateful situation, being incontinent is awful but there is nothing I can do to change it, no matter how much I may want to.
Better to be calm, like I managed to be this afternoon, knowing that once Richie showered me I would feel good once more.
Soon after I was indeed dressed, perfumed and feeling restored which was a wonderful ending to an unpleasant experience.
Not the Sunday we were expecting, glad we can be so calm and relaxed, almost blasé, better then getting upset, when there is nothing to be done to change things.