Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Looking Forward To What Happens Next.
Been a slow dreamy day today, still can't believe that I am waiting for yet another skin tear to heal.
Guess that is how it is going to be as my skin is very sensitive, scary that one little thing can happen and I am back in bed, full time, waiting for it to heal.
Ton from the RCA, phoned me today to say that he will be here tomorrow, good for him to look and give us his opinion.
Amazing really as only last Friday Ton called and asked how things were going and I said good, I even asked Richie.
Who said that the skin looked very good and healthy and then sadly two days later it had been damaged.
We were both shocked and massively disappointed and very nearly both burst into floods of tears.
We talked about it and how disappointing it is and how we would not let it drag us down, that getting really down and depressed was not the way to go.
Richie told me he had felt like howling, we cried together which helped ease the tension and got me focussed on what is important.
Which is staying optimistic and looking out for all the moments that I can go out and enjoy moving around in my wheelchair.
Have just learned something again and that is that I need to seize the moments and enjoy them, that I must not put anything off for an ideal moment
The weather is slowly getting better here now; hope that it steadily gets nicer and that this latest skin tear will heal quickly and I can be sitting in my wheelchair and rolling down the road before too long.
Glad that this did not happen last week Thursday when Steve from The Wheel of Fortuna came to visit us.
I am looking forward to what happens next.