Sunday, October 09, 2011

Happy Days For Black Market In Netherlands.

Josip Seissel.

I woke up feeling as if every muscle in my body was tensed up; my facial muscles were especially painful, my jaw was clenched shut, relaxing seemingly had no effect.

Eventually I managed to open my mouth, this loosened the jaw muscles, what a relief that was, and it had felt like a huge force was constricting my jaws, keeping them tightly locked shut.

A horrible feeling, sadly one I also had yesterday, this may mean it will happen more often, I hope it will not be everyday, but it might so I will have to try to cope with it.

That’s not easy; before I opened my mouth I could hardly breathe, it made it a huge struggle, not a pleasant way to start the day.

It got better once I could breathe regularly again, this is a scary development, and it feels like this is a preview of what will happen to me

Not a pleasant perspective, but how could being choked to death be pleasant, that is precisely why I am glad I have got the request at the doctor to assist my death, I prefer that to being crushed.

Right now looking forward to Richie getting back from the park and straightening me up, I have collapsed again, despite his doing everything he could to stop me sagging to the left,

At least it has worked for an hour, but now I m sagging once again, I hope that Maurits and Richie can work out how to best support me in maintaining a good sitting position.

There’s also the dreadful news that the rightwing Dutch government have decided to recriminalise some strong cannabis, ''welcoming'' back the gangsters who run the black-market.


Travelogue for the Universe said...

Hope you feel better and have a better day. Fred mad pickled Jardiniere today. Beautiful. Love, mary

Webster said...

It must be quite frustrating for you to have your arms acting up again after a few days of success.

When will the "right wing" get that outlawing drugs just means that people who use them are made into outlaws? Didn;t they learn anything (in America) from Prohibition? It determined an unprecedented rise in crime and gangs, and the War On Drugs is doing the same thing today.

I'm glad that Marlene is doing well, Yay!!

Herrad said...

hi mary,
thanks i am feeling better today,Pickled Jaardinier what is that?

hi webster,
shame they did not learn from prohibition. they have made grass ilegal if the thc content is stronger than 15 percent.

thanks you 2 lovely friends for coming by.
today i got the new wheelchair seat which is very good, it makes an incredible difference.
have aa pleasant week.

Travelogue for the Universe said...

jardiniere is brined/pickled cauliflower,hot peppers, carrots, onions, garlic cloves. After a couple months the vegetables take on a snappy hot flavor/texture. Yum! M

Herrad said...

hi mary,
thanks that sounds good.
i will ask richie to make.

KParthasarathi said...

I have been irregular in visiting your blog in the past two weeks.Please bear with me.Though I know your views,I will pray for you and your well being.
I am relieved to hear that you are feeling better.

Herrad said...

hi kp,
lovely to see your comment, thanks for your visit and kin thoughts.