Feeling happier today, not been made so aware of my mortality, as I have been alot lately, morbid thoughts that I don’t like.
Ones, that I have been having too often, since my right arm has become so much weaker, which has worried me so very much wondering how things will be.
Richie will manage, that helps some but does not take away my worries, I cope by trying to stop my thoughts, shame they keep popping back up.
Luckily I had a break today, nice to not be bothered even if only for one day, this afternoon cheered me up, Richie trimmed my toe, fingernails as well as cutting my hair.
Now I feel restored, I always do after a haircut and getting my nails done too was brilliant, then I got called by Maurits, to tell me he had made an appointment on 28 October
It’s with a company who make various types of support, I found the company, Aquarius, yesterday when I surfed the web, and I hope it’s a good appointment.
Then Marianne came round with some clothes she had altered for me, she also took some more with her, brilliant thanks to her and Anja I now have more clothes to choose from.
My favourite little black jacket Richie slipped on right away for me, the first time I have been able to wear it in years nice for Marianne to see how simple it was for Richie to put on me.
I looked, felt so much better, having my clothes adapted has given me a huge much needed boost, I can once again look how I want, like myself.