I recently discovered that the passing of time no longer worries me, the days of the week flash by me in bed or wheelchair.
Time passes, the days they go by extremely quick, weeks zoom past, it used to concern me, not now.
Now I that I do not need to do anything but enjoy my life, it may not be as full a life as I once had before MS incapacitated me, but it’s mine.
Somehow having this horrible disease means that life is now more precious to me than ever before.
I spent too much time worrying about what was going to happen next, I can see now that spending so much time worrying about the future was a waste of my time.
Much better to have enjoyed the moments, because they never come back, everyday is unique, it will never be repeated.
I think it would have been better not to get so caught up in worrying about what was to come, that daily life got forgotten.
Hindsight is a great thing, if I knew then what I know now I would do everything differently, I would have enjoyed every moment I could.
Some good things have come out of this time, such as a determination not to reproach myself and to enjoy the here and now.