Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Chose for life or not.
Perspective is very important now my options are limited. Do I get on with it and make the best of everything and enjoy what there is to enjoy
Or do I remove myself and don't get on with it and don't make the best of it and therefore don't see what is there to enjoy?
The options are either be positive or chose for negative and therefore not for life.
Despite it being hard living with the quick progression of the MS for me its clear that I had no choice but to chose for being positive; the other option was not good.
When I had to stay in bed realised I could cry and howl against it and get Richie and myself depressed or I could chose to acknowledge all the good things like our love for each other.
I made the choice that is best for us and for me, the correct choice for us, that was to chose for us.
Simple there was no other option that was viable.
Did not want to get sad and take everything down with me and get depressed that is not my choice
It’s the classic half full or half empty glass I chose to see a half full glass and to enjoy the party.
Don’t want to stop participating before I have to, want to enjoy all I can and there is more than I thought.
I owe myself more than sadness because I deserve joy and so does darling Richie and all our friends and family.