Saturday, February 21, 2009
Woke up crying today.
Woke up this morning crying, Richie was straight over to my bedside and held my hand and stroked my face lovingly.
Abit of a shock to wake up like this but after the storm of weeping was over it was quite a relief.
Good to be able to share everything with Richie especially these moments as its better to let it out than keeping it in.
It is very scary what is happening to me and not acknowledging it would not be good.
I am frightened and do not want to hide it from my myself or Richie or anyone else.
Once my tears stopped I could dry my face and start doing the arm exercises that I start evry day with.
And now I feel alot better and can enjoy my day.
It is frightening what is happening as the progress of the MS has been so very fast it has been difficult to keep up with it emotionally.