Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Again when I first woke up felt good for a few seconds and then all the pains kicks in again.
It is really lovely those seconds of pain free time when I can lie here quite happily and have no pain.
Usually as I am thinking 'lovely no pain' that it starts up again, poor Spike always starts to play quite fantactically with his ball.
And if my moans go on too long he gets quite frantic trying to get me to do pleasanter things than moaning.
If only it were so easy I would switch right away and play with Spike's toy then moaning in pain.
Not my favourite pastime pain, my fingers are bad today all splayed so difficult to hit the keys with especially the correct keys.
Have already done something in outlook express and can not see my folders at all now plus have very simple buttons for create mail and reply etc.
Do not know how I get these back again, already done this before and already got a
simpler version and now again all because it is difficult to stop fingers clicking
on the wrong bits.
My hands not working well causes me lots of problems and makes keyboard work very
tiring and frustrating.
Every piece I write has loads of unwanted letters and numbers in it especially 0's
and 9's they are everywhere.
Trying to copy and paste is hilarious as I often miss my target and overshoot and get
too much or totally the wrong bit of text usually have a word document open to paste
it into and copy and paste the right section from there.
Lots of work and it requires more of that stuff I do not have called patience ARGH!
Hope that does not happen.
Playing with Spike is equally hard work as my fingers can't quite find something as
I do not get the information from my fingers as I used to.
I do not feel any difference when I touch something it all feels the same to me
which is slightly rough
So when Spike puts the ball under my armpit I can not see it and can not feel it
so the game gets quite fraught for us both.
Today my right hand is very bad dragging around pressing on all the wrong things
really not what you want could delete stuff before I knew it!
Nothing that I can do just take it easy and hope that it calms down and I can get back into typing slowly and clumsily as always.
Fingers seem to be looking more like fingers than a small handful of twigs all stuck up in a different direction.
Just to celebrate the return of the sunshine my back is hurting and my elbows are in agony oh well chances are the pain will be in my knees before too long.
Going to ignore it now and concentrate on nice things like the smoothies that Richie made from oranges, peaches, carrots and cranberry juice it w as superb.
Lunch is late and is potato scone and fried egg and slices of fried halumi (cheese from Cyprus
which you slice or cube and fry) I can smell it all so guess it will be here shortly.
It was really yummy too and having some thc not too long before meant I was quite
relaxed and ready to eat.
Now I am very ready for Marianne's visit look forward to seeing her on Tuesdays and
hearing how the two cats Ted and Lewis are settling down to living in their new
place with her.
The last report was last Thursday where they both ran to her when she got up in
That was their third week there so guess it is their home now which is lovely.
It is home sweet home now for two black cats.