Yesterday was not the day we were all expecting, in the papers today heard that all official parties were immediately cancelled.

Other events that had already started were all stopped by 8 pm at the latest and the advertising boards all asked for people to leave as soon as possible which they did.

All happened with no fuss whatsoever everyone was shocked and wanted to play their part.

I am still very shocked today can't understand how and why this happened and we won't ever know exactly as the man that did it is dead.

He died in hospital i n Appeldoorn of his injuries.

I slept well but have a small problem the catheter won't flow, the tube is blocked Richie tried to flush it through but it did not work.

So we are waiting for a locum doctor to arrive and change the bag which should happen in an hour when I shall no doubt pee like crazy.

Feeling bad now but know this will be sorted soon.