The Juggler, 1931.
Today has been a quiet dreamy day, it is much colder as autumn is becoming winter, and we have had the heating on several times already in the morning, that’s how cold it is today.
We have both noticed that Aud has had a very good effect on Cyril, who seems happier today, he is more confident after getting so much attention from Aud.
Today because he enjoyed playing with Aud for 3 days, he is very playful and has been demanding games as well as lots of cuddles from Richie, nice to see Cyril so relaxed.
Ten months ago, on 5th January Cyril was brought home by Richie, then he had virtually no muscles, he only weighted just 4 kg, now he weighs 7 ¾ kg and has muscles, glad we could give him a new home..
I am looking forward to Cyril getting even more confident and happy, apparently it takes one year for a dog to get used to a new home, and I wonder how he will be in January 2012.
What will I be like in January 2012, right now my arms are getting extremely painful, they feel so heavy, I never thought how heavy they would feel as it becomes more difficult to move. .
I know that I have been good recently at not spending valuable time speculating about the future, but when I became aware of my arms becoming heavy it got me thinking.
As I have no answers I decided to stop thinking about what will happen next, I prefer not to do that as I don’t want to get myself upset, maybe even depressed.
I would love to pretend nothing was happening, that is not possible as I am all too aware that my body is slowly shutting down, weird to be recording this happening, wish I could stop it.