Saturday, July 10, 2010
Enjoying My Life Here And Now With My Darling Richie.
Giorgio De Chirico
Yesterday was upsetting for me as the heat affected my MS badly and totally stopped my index finger from functioning, it took me hours to write my post and then find pictures and upload them.
Blogger also seemed affected by the heat yesterday when I could not upload some of the pictures nor save my post.
Everything took ages, every click with my index finger felt like it took forever, so glad that despite it being so frustrating I did not lose my calm.
It was truly awful felt so cut off from everything and everybody as all I could do was sit here and look at my desktop but could do nothing else.
Luckily I got the radio clicked on and at least could listen to the program while I tried to do something like read the newspapers which I had to abandon quite quickly as I kept closing the page
Was an unpleasant experience hope that I can use my index finger for as long as possible, dread when it finally packs up totally.
Hate the thought of not being able to communicate with my lovely friends or write my daily posts and feel part of life.
Guess that at some point it will be over and I will not be able to do what I do now, had a taste of it yesterday, was surprised that I did not go to pieces.
Could see that there was no point in getting myself all upset about something that I can not change.
Yesterday showed me that even when I was very upset I still was looking to work around it and enjoy what I could.
I guess that is the best and only way for me to cope with this dreadful situation is make the best of everything.
This keeps me going and keeps me optimistic and enjoying my life here and now with my darling Richie.