Monday, July 26, 2010
Remaining Myself Is Important Right Now.
Another cloudy dull looking day, there has not been blue skies and sunshine for several days now, can feel the very noticeable difference as my hands are functioning better.
Can type with both hands which are rather good, great to regain functionality all my fingers are ok except for the little finger of my right hand that is stuck straight out.
Can't do anything to persuade it to do any different guess will just have to live with it today, slept well last night was surprised that I did not wake at 06.00 in the morning.
That is quite a coup e especially as it did not seem that at first I would sleep at all, started thinking about a variety of things when Richie turned the light off.
Glad that my predication was wrong as not only did I fall asleep but I slept until 09.30 this morning when I heard Spike walking around.
Richie says it is pleasant but I am feeling rather cool today, think this calls for a long sleeved top.
Need to ask Marianne if she can make a couple of copies of the fingerless gloves for me as they keep my hands nice and warm.
Hope she can make them for me as it is much pleasanter to have warm hands than ice cold hands.
Woke up in exactly the same amount of pain as yesterday should be used to this by now but every morning it is a shock.
Funny that it’s always a new shock would have thought that by now I would be unshockable but seems not.
Was thinking about the last four years as I drifted off to sleep thinking about how it was in 2006 and how it is now.
It is difficult to watch myself progressively get worse and not be able to do anything to alter the course of MS, this cruel disease.
The only thing I can do is remain myself, which is optimistice and able to enjoy what I can, guess that is the most important thing for me right now.