Friday, March 13, 2009
Slept well again last night despite the doctor's appointment today, our GP is coming round to change the catheter at 12.30.
As soon as I woke up this morning I was moaning with pain which Richie remedied with a bag of THC and that helped me off to dreamland again.
Sadly could not get the doctor’s visit out of my head and had to finally acknowledge that it worries me.
And yet it is not worrying Dr. van Wijngaarden is a very good doctor who knows what she is doing and does it well.
It is not a painful procedure and yet it is not me favourite thing, would love to phone and cancel arrange another date but that would only postpone it to another date.
Then I would get to fret and worry and even panic slightly all over again.
No won't do that just have to let it happen and once it is done I won't have to think about it for another two months.
Instead of concentrating on the doctor’s visit I will think about my dear friend Anja who will be visiting this afternoon which is a nicer prospect than the doctor.
12.30 the doctor was here and before I knew it she had installed the new catheter and it was all done and dusted, what a relief!
The sun is shining brightly and Richie tells me the weather is mild so will be able to open the windows in a minute and enjoy the balmy air wafting in through the windows